Day by day, going to school, knowing more things, seeing more things, and troubled by more things. Time passed so quickly. It was ending...

Now I am sick, mentally and physically. I felt very weak. I no longer want to gather any hope. I give up. I just wish that the lies would end. Tell me, as soon as possible, so I could know the truth and get myself out of sight. Now I live in a shadow of misbelief. I don't know when should I trust you, when should I even listen to you anymore...

I used to look forward to school. Now every aspect had made me detest schooling. It was like going there just to suffer. I don't know why... maybe it's just cuz I think too much. But then again... I don't know... I lost my interest in going for you. I lost everything...

I'll vanish someday... May it be soon...