Last night was hell... I had this slow stomach ache when I was playing DOTA. Mercurial is very cool actually. Anyway... the ache became worse. I was stuck in the toilet struggling with the pain for almost half an hour. I don't know what had gone wrong, but the pain was unbearable. I felt giddy, close to fainting. What happened next was a blurr, I just remembered collapsing on the bed and shut down everything. The next thing I knew, it was morning already.

Now is the last week of the holidays. It seems like everything has been passing by fast. Tomorrow would be a very delightful day for some of my friends. I am happy for them, they are finally settling down seriously. hehe... I'd rather not disturb, so I'll be staying at home and continue my unrealistic dream. Well, good luck jhan!!!

I miss her. It's been a week since I've talked to her... I know this is just me, but I still wish I could have seen her. I was hoping that I could forget, but it seems that I couldn't yet. I'll wait and see, maybe some day, I would finally find the answer for the question that had never left my mind. As long as she is happy, whatever she does, I'd wish her all the best...