I've just had a fight over with my freedom with my dad. I ran out of home. That may be the most stupid thing I had ever done. Nevertheless, I was then out in the cold world, vulnerable to the cold night breeze and the eerie darkness. I cried as I sat on a bench somewhere in the middle of a field. Then, as I waited for my tears to dry, I lay on the bench, looking up at the starry sky. Slowly, as the wind blew across the field of grass and I listened to the lullaby quietly. Silently my eyes shut and I fell into a deep slumber, to forget the sorrow in my heart...
As I opened my eyes the next day, I looked up at the sky, it was crystal clear. I turned my head to the right and froze almost instantly. There you were, sitting on the soft grass field and laying your head on the bench, asleep. When did you get there? Why did you stay? I got up slowly, careful not to wake you up. But you were as sensitive as before, you opened your eyes slowly and stared straight at me.
Then, you smiled, and said, "Good morning to you, must have been a nice night to sleep out here."
I didn't know what to reply, I was speechless. You had stayed by me through the night!!! I was quite happy then. In fact, I felt like embracing you at that instant. I had to ask... "Why did you...?" "Nothing, saw a lonely kid sleeping here alone, so I just wanted to give him company." We walked together again. This time, you happily said goodbye to me with a friendly wave before you shut the door. I smiled as I walked back home. I entered the house, but I wasn't afraid of my father's shouting and beating, I was too happy for that.
I sat in front of the window, and stared at the sky. Thinking about you, I didn't know what to do. I couldn't understand a single thing about you. Although I managed to grasp half of what you usually do, and half of what you usually like, I still couldn't grasp your personality. There were several events that I asked you to go with me, but you said you couldn't or wouldn't. You had all sort of reasons. I trust them to be true.
Slowly, I felt that you began to talk to me more. Your actions showed a certain kind of answer, but I couldn't get it. I was too stupid to get any of those. In the end, I simply just followed the flow of the river. Are you going to hold on tight?
As I opened my eyes the next day, I looked up at the sky, it was crystal clear. I turned my head to the right and froze almost instantly. There you were, sitting on the soft grass field and laying your head on the bench, asleep. When did you get there? Why did you stay? I got up slowly, careful not to wake you up. But you were as sensitive as before, you opened your eyes slowly and stared straight at me.
Then, you smiled, and said, "Good morning to you, must have been a nice night to sleep out here."
I didn't know what to reply, I was speechless. You had stayed by me through the night!!! I was quite happy then. In fact, I felt like embracing you at that instant. I had to ask... "Why did you...?" "Nothing, saw a lonely kid sleeping here alone, so I just wanted to give him company." We walked together again. This time, you happily said goodbye to me with a friendly wave before you shut the door. I smiled as I walked back home. I entered the house, but I wasn't afraid of my father's shouting and beating, I was too happy for that.
I sat in front of the window, and stared at the sky. Thinking about you, I didn't know what to do. I couldn't understand a single thing about you. Although I managed to grasp half of what you usually do, and half of what you usually like, I still couldn't grasp your personality. There were several events that I asked you to go with me, but you said you couldn't or wouldn't. You had all sort of reasons. I trust them to be true.
Slowly, I felt that you began to talk to me more. Your actions showed a certain kind of answer, but I couldn't get it. I was too stupid to get any of those. In the end, I simply just followed the flow of the river. Are you going to hold on tight?
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