"Are you here?"

A simple question. Yet, not many could answer confidently. Living our lives on the face of the Earth, do we know what are we doing, what are we chasing after?

Today was another day. I felt busted. Don't know why... I was in choir practice but I didn't want to be there, I wanna be dancing instead. My feelings were confused. I stood during lunch and thought and thought. After duty I went to see others dance, I was happy watching them dance. Hehe...

After school, I walked with See from school to LRT, then she had a talk with someone for quite long... In the LRT, I sat beside her and talked to her, after she finished her talk with whoever it was. I wonder who... Then, we parted in Chan Sow Lin.

I felt terrible. After waking up from an afternoon nap, I sat here typing. I felt crushed, dying, like a rose whithering, only awaiting for the last petal to fall off. Vanishing... vanishing... Still the question remains unanswered, "Are you here?" "Anata wa soko ni imasuka?"