Sorry for whatever I did before...

If ever I had 'stalked' you for too long, I apologise... If ever I had troubled you too much, I deeply seek your forgiveness... And I know I've hurt you... not deeply, but still... I am sorry for all those... I will not disturb you anymore.

Since I do not know when... but I had got less things to say to you. Maybe it's cuz I've given up that little hope there was. Or maybe it's cuz I've been brought down again, or maybe... I don't know... I don't understand any of this anymore... My mind is failing, I am shutting down already. I apologise for now... If ever I will treat you coldly, sorry...

I can't figure out what's happening on earth anymore. Time is passing by, but I still feel I'm stuck. I don't know... There are a lot of things in my mind... I think my mood ain't gonna be that good for the next few weeks... sorry if I will do anything upset...

...additional ranting...

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HUMANS!?!?!?!?! CAN'T THEY FREAKING GET SOME SOLUTION TO WORK TOGETHER???? LEO AND INTERACT ALWAYS FIGHT FOR GOOD PROJECTS, ASK THEM TO HAVE A JOINED PROJECT AND THEY DON'T WANT!!!! STUPID AR??? BOTH ARE COMM SERV CLUBS AND THEY CAN'T EVEN DO A JOINED PROJECT TO HELP THE PEOPLE!!!!! AND THE STUPID CONCERT!!!! CHOIR GETS TO SING BEHIND THE DANCERS!!!! WHO THE HELL IS GONNA LOOK AT THE CHOIR IF THE DANCERS ARE DANCING IN FRONT?????????? FINALE CHOIR SINGS ALONE, THEN D DANCERS CAN DIE LIAO ISSIT?????????? STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forgive me if I hurt anyone's feelings, or my ranting makes no sense.... Sorry about this...