^~Fly with the wings~^: January 2008
Wish and pray for happiness to all your love ones

Tuesday, January 29, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: 7

Happy seventh month anniversary dear... I hope you're happy working there now... Hopefully we will meet today... Hehe... In the end, you didn't forget ba... I'm grateful. Though there is that wee bit bu shuang =P Hehe... I love you dear!

Love you
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Friday, January 25, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: Very early block

I now declare that I have no idea how to put the next chapter into words... I shall wait... for the right time...

In the meantime, I'm awaiting for my offer letter to uni. When oh when are you gonna arrive at my doorstep? I am getting a bit impatient dy ler...

You cried again. I feel hopeless... I couldn't be by you... I really wanted to... Listening to your voice... your shaken heart... I just can't feel right leaving you bare... But in the end, I still can't do anything. If possible, I'd like to let her taste a bit of bitter. Or maybe more than just a bit... I hope you'll be fine... I'll see you soon... Please... hold on till then...
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Saturday, January 19, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: Lesson 1

This is Liam writing. To start it all, I’ll have to go back to that day we met. That day it was raining in the sun. Golden rays pierced through the thin dark clouds as it guided the falling rain to the ground. Far ahead there was a rainbow. Various straight lines formed by the shadows of the clouds could be seen standing resolute as if a pillar to support the weight of the sky.

The lecturer in front was teaching about the subject you were most interested in – “parallel lines”. We were just seventeen that year, still clueless on life, wandering from place to place. Lectures were never taken in seriously. At least, not by most of us in the lecture. That day you entered our group of students, as a new exchange kid. We thought we’d have an introduction session and able to skip the lecture, but apparently, you were just asked to sit at your place in front.

The class was curious. Introduction session was always carried out. The lecturer instead introduced you briefly as you walked towards your seat.

“This is Laine. She has just enrolled in here and I hope all of you can give her your warmest welcome. Now, back to the topic…”

And he went on with his boring lecture. You listened to him intently as soon as you got to your seat. Never had you set down your attention and diverted it to those around you. You did not talk to those beside you. I had to admit, for a beauty like you, you seem to be a nerd! I felt my friend, John, brush me by the side.

“Eh, long black hair, nice slim body, cute face, not bad! Too bad she’s a nerd. You think she has a mate?”

I merely shook my head as I continued to gaze at you. Who are you? Then suddenly, you turned your head backwards and looked at me. I was surprised! Then, you smiled. I did not know why, but my heart began beating faster, and I in turn smiled back at you. That was probably the most embarrassing thing I’ve done. The next thing I knew, I found a duster in my face.

“Liam! I asked you to concentrate studying and there you are staring at our new student. How shameless! After class come with me for your detention!” the lecturer in front shouted out.

The rain stopped after the class ended. I followed the lecturer out. From the corner of my eyes, I saw your gaze following me as I exit the room. Detention was not that harsh. It was merely an extra long essay to be written and to be handed in the same day. Writing is my passion! There was just one complication, what could I write about parallel lines?

And so I headed to the library. I took a few books on math and sat down. I held my pen upright, but it only hovered there. My head was blank about what to write. I flipped through pages and pages of the books I took. It was not much of a help. I leaned back and let my mind wander momentarily.

I was walking down a street at night, at a swifter pace than normal. I felt short. I was holding my mother’s hand. We moved quickly till we came to a door. It was a weirdly shaped door. Oval in shape, gold frames around. The doorknob was shaped as the head of a lion. It had a creepy pair of eyes, which gave a feeling that it was alive. Mother knocked on the door with a certain beat and it squeaked open. An elderly man opened the door. He greeted us warmly. We entered the house and into a big room. There were quite a few people gathered there. They all looked up at us.

My dream was interrupted at that point as I felt a tuck at the shoulder. I opened my eyes slowly to allow my vision to get used to the light in the library. I saw your face in front of mine, only, upside down. I got a fright and jumped. Our foreheads knocked. You lifted your hand to your forehead and quickly walked away. I looked at you as you left the library. In front of me, I found a new stack of papers and on the papers a short note.

“Hi Liam,
You were pretty funny back there in class. I’m sorry to get you into trouble. Here is a brief note on what there is to write for your extra assignment. Nice to meet you. Hope you will finish it quick and not end up in a second detention! The rain today is nice, don’t you think? Hehe... Well, I’ll end here. See you! =P
Laine”

With your help, I managed to complete my assignment. And believe me, I loved that scenery of the rain this morning. It was beautiful. After handing it in, I left for the main gate. I saw you around the main gate alone. I approached you then.

“Hey, Laine! Thanks for your papers. Here, the papers you lent me,” I said as I handed to you your papers.

You took them with both hands and smiled at me. That smile… it was really sweet. You bowed a bit and left without saying another word. I stood there and looked at you walk down the street.

“You could at least say something,” I told myself as I turned around and moved back home.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: Prologue

“Look at the sky, it’s raining again. Ahh… How I’d love the scenery like this! Hey, hey, still remember that day? It was also raining like this, with the sunray
piercing the clouds as it rains. There! Our rainbow of love! You see it? You do, don’t you?”

Then, he laughed and laughed, while tears flowed down his cheeks. He lay down on the grassy hill, with his back resting comfortably on the soft soil. He placed the wine bottle he was holding next to the tombstone nearby. His visions turned blurry, and slowly… he closed his eyes.

The next day, the newspaper reported the death of a man, Liam, at the age of 25. Cause of death, unknown. His body was at first kept in the local hospital’s morgue, because apparently no one ever claimed his body. His body didn’t stay in the morgue for long, after which it was buried where he was found. Strange happenings began to occur in the hospital since the night he was placed in the morgue.

Patients often hear a very pitiful cry at night. Nurses on night shifts could hear sobs from within walls. Even in the morning, doctors could see a ghastly feature of a man wandering the corridor leading to the surgery room, followed by several cries of help. Visitors had reported that they would see a shabbily dressed individual looking out through a window in an empty hallway, and when they walk pass the individual it disappears. It was said that the window was facing the hill where a lone tombstone lay.

After a thorough investigation, it was believed that the paranormal occurrences in the hospital are caused by the spirit of Liam. The police managed to track his house. His room was pretty dark as the curtains were drawn and very little sunlight was allowed to enter. The only source of light in that room is the computer monitor. Displayed on the monitor were pages and pages of a long story. The story was introduced with a bolded heading in a font size that seems to be magnified.

It was written there, “Parallel Lines”.
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To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: pointless

Life is short, don't ya think? But when you live in life itself, you feel it's long. So is life long or short? When there are too many things around, you seem to bother less about what's essential. When you have nothing to bother, it all seems to knock you.

You complain when life is a bore. You complain when life is hectic. You complain when life is unfair. You complain and complain. Reality shows a different side each time. Fantasy, now that's perfect! For a moment you can envy the CEO, the next moment you can envy a retired old man. But if you were to say you are satisfied with what you have, you begin to despise it after a short period of time.

If you think you have a bunch of friends, start to sit back and eliminate dozens and dozens of them. If you ever put your heart out to satisfy them, take it back and reconsider. How many would put you in their "contact list" and actually bother to contact? How many would only find you with a certain intention? How many would not even have you in the list? You may treasure them, but do they remember you at times that require them to do so? A lot do not. A whole bunch would not. And whatever few that's left might consider.

Ghosts are fearful. If they could strangle one to death, curse you for generations to come, haunt you till you go insane, that will be very much of a fright is it not? If you were to fear ghosts, then you must feel the shrill inside you when facing humans. At times, even beasts are of a better species to mix with compared to humans. The words of humans can be more poisonous than a snake's venom, the act of humans can be more disastrous than armegeddon... Selfless humans? How could you be so sure that they are? Do you read their minds? Do they speak the truth? Only they themselves know what their heart desire.

Life has more to it than just life itself. Think out of the box? You'd better think of what is the box....
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Thursday, January 10, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: about:blank

From the day I returned till now, I have successfully wasted all the time. Now, I am going to continue wasting my time all the way till uni starts. How magnificent!

Everyday was repetitive. I should get a life, eh...? Probably I should start thinking out of everything. I feel it, yet I don't. Where? That little tinge of light that I need... Where is it? A lot of time to myself, a lot of time to think. Was my decisions right in the first place?

This now is the road of divergence. The paths are laid before me. Only left the choosing to be done. One to happiness, one to glory, one to oblivion, one to uncertainty, one to challenge, and more... There's no turning back. So now I stand rigid, and wonder... Which is my path....?
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Sunday, January 06, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: What if it's like that?

“Parallel lines can simply be defined by three simple theories,” a boring start of a lecture.

“Every point on line one is located exactly the same minimum distance from line two,” the first definition.

“Line one and line two will never intersect,” the second obvious definition.

“Lines one and two can both be intersected by a transversal in the same plane and the corresponding angles of intersection with the transversal are equal,” this being the last part of this simple geometry.

If "he" was line one and "she" was line two... What will the outcome truly be?
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Thursday, January 03, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: Distance...

Life is funny... Or is it just between you and me..? I don't know anymore... Let's just leave it, shall we? I wanna rest my mind a bit.. It's been through too much already.

Summer came and went
Now it is coming to an end
Nature starts to rest
As the world begin it's long slumber

I love you


Yea... Another art from paint.net... Very nice program. I don't know how to use photoshop.. Maybe I'll learn sometime... But for now.. let me enjoy the depth of the unending winter snow...
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day: New year??

Yesterday was quite an interesting day for my line. It seems that out of 6 msgs I sent to you, non reached you. And I thought you didn't wanna care about me anymore, or if you're still sound asleep at 2pm... XD Anyhow, you called in the end, (I actually thought I should call) and I was in the car with my father, and both brothers. How nice =D

Then, there was a really cool hair cut waiting session. We waited there from 3 (??) to around 5 to get a haircut for one person out of four of us. Well, by the time it ended it was around 6pm. Sweet....

That night was spent at my mum's friend's house. There was a whole bunch of humans around there. New year eve without you feels empty anyhow... had dinner around 9pm, then sat and chit chat about this and that till it's time for the celebration!!!! Got to shallowly know another girl during the chit chat session. Her name sounds familiar... just somehow... >< Anywayyyyyy, had fun popping the things given to me when it was time to do that. After that you called. I was happy. By the way, did you get my msg?? I hope the line's fine~~ I love you~~ Then it was the parting time. Bye here, bye there. Waved to my newfound friend. I still think I've seen her somewhere....

Back to the leaving. Here comes the good part. The neighbour returned. From where I don't know. Then, he parked in. Came out, and started shouting at us who were cleaning up our mess. (Cuz there was a few pieces of paper on his side of the house) So... scold scold scold lorr.... but it's new year eve la... give some space man!!! Peace!!! Well, that's all for my new year eve.

I hope this year, we will spend it together... I love you...
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