HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER AT LAST!!!!!!! And in the end, I still felt a bit sad about it. One of the best moments in life has just ended... haha... I wonder how everyone would be doing after this year... I still want to go back.... haha... naive...

Yesterday was officially my last day seeing the rest of the school. And it was with the chinese spm exam on.... The exam was quite a headache at parts... and the worst of the schedule was of the 4 hours break between the first and second paper... Well, I did try to study... But I guess nothing went in after all... >.< I have a bad feeling my A had just slipped away...

Anyway, I spent my last day with See... ^^ Well, it was just for awhile, and we took a picture together... Yays! Last picture in school for us...


Then, there was nothing more around school. Just spent the 4 hours walking about, sitting and studying... I can't wait for SPM to be over... But I still wished high school had not ended so quickly... Haha... We shall all meet again someday... haha... Now to concentrate on the studies... I still think the subjects are boring to study... DOTA!!!!!

I found my way back to that cold little cage, separated by the steel bars from the world outside. This time, you shut the gate, locked it, and tossed the keys into the fire... My tears still didn't come out, they refused to. You walked away and I stared blankly at the darkness in front of me. Empty... this time... it was really empty...

I'm breaking... and breaking... in this small cage, surrounded by darkness, I will spend the last few days of my life in it, before passing on to the otherworld... It is the cage you put me in... Yes, I should have known when to walk away... when to let go... I did not... That was why you placed me here... I couldn't just walk away and left you... my heart restricted me to do that.

I can't help it... I still searched for you... You who gave me hope, many times, and took them away that instant... They were after all my memories... And I drifted away... I can feel it... my soul, leaving this corrupted body... forever... goodbye...

I love you... 335... zutto... sorry for troubling you...
Just promise me... you'll live happily after I pass on...

I guess it is about time I wrote another entry... SPM is near... and I have not started revising, believe it or not it's up to you. I'm to start today, and hopefully it's still fine.

For the past few days... I was shrouded by many thoughts... especially about what she was thinking... After all... does she even feel for me...? What were those questions that she asked...?

Prom... another thing that I am having a headache over... Yes, I had asked Maine, and she agreed, but I still felt empty... I had not been talking to Maine for a long time already... I wonder... if my actions are just for the sake of companionship... If only things turned out better with her...

This is it... Can't wait for death note =D