^~Fly with the wings~^: July 2007
Wish and pray for happiness to all your love ones

Monday, July 30, 2007


To those who care,
Thoughts for the day:Economic growth, Unemployment, Inflation

Oh dear.... I haven't manage to grab what was it that I have to know in tomorrow's econs test!!! Aishhhhh!!!! What am I to do???? STUDY!!!! BASYA!!

By the by... have esl presentation to do tomorrow... Feeling blocked about that now. Don't wanna think about it!!! Full steam ahead!!!! Econs!!!! (Dat's if I dun fall to the bed and sleep ler >.<)
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Saturday, July 28, 2007


To those who care,
Thoughts of the day: Words, wands and darkness

unusual.... I tried to clean my ears today... then, something stupid happened... and now I am half deaf... I hope it's not permanent... shall now go and find ways to undeaf myself....

lesson learnt : ---- Thou shall not simply dig ur ears!!!

addition

Got over the problem, and now I am hearing clearly again.
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007


To those who care,
Busy busy busy... suddenly feels like everything collapsing....

Hold on... tightly.... regardless of the burden carried... hold on tightly and never let go... I am soooo tired.... but funny... the grip never loosened

sleep sleep... I am sleep deprived now... ok! Shut down computer... saving settings... "remember to buy ribbons... ribbons..." Logging off.....

依然爱着你,深深地想念与期望。
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Friday, July 20, 2007


To those who care,
first attempt on paint.net
erm... clueless
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To those who care,
今天我觉得非常的累。。。 不知为何但是总觉得很疲倦。 明天父母见老师了, 心有点担心她。 可否顺顺利利地度过明天呢?

今夜是独自地度过吧。。。 她在何处呢? 希望有一天可以带他到我家来, 或是上他家去。 与她在一起久一点。 但很累了。。 天的注定真的很奇妙。 我又要去打破天机, 为我们创造个光亮的路。

Music!!! JJ's 无聊!!!
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Friday, July 13, 2007


To those who care,
Weeeee!!!!!!!!! Went to Redang and came back!!!! What I feeling???? Tired!!!! Exhausted!!!! Loveful!!!! >.<

It was a very free trip, where free time dominated the majority of the time. Snorkeling was... erm... fun.. I guess... But it made me realise that I had a time limit in sea water... >< Ya.. ya... I weak la =.= So next time wanna kill me throw me in the sea water =P

It was really tiring, no idea why... Hahhaa... And today, Friday the 13th, in the month of July 2007, I told mum about her >< She was quite shocked I guess, maybe disappointed... sigh... aiks... ganbatte ne xiao-san!!!!

Back to normal life ba... College is to begin soon... pretty soon.... zzzzzzz
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007


To those who care,
I think I can regard today as another day.

Woke up real early today!!!!! 7 am around there >< fetch bro to tuition, then went to the Yulek market and bought market stuff (with mum of course =P) After that, came back and was trying to finish up my esl bibliography. It took me the whole day ba. Had a long chat with her as well.

Going to leave for redang tonight!!!!! Excited? A bit... Reason? Can be with her Miss anyone? Still do... Ready? Two nights ago... What are you waiting for? Time to fly past =P *note to self* thou shall not do any stupid things regardless!!!

Ok... camera packed... *evil grin* she aint gonna say no to camera this time >< I guess this is it for today. Time to sleep again!!!! Buh-Bye!!
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Monday, July 09, 2007


To those who care,
今天小晓去了逛街。 留下我在家里独自对着没用的电脑发霉。。。

Anyway... Fixed the router... I suppose... I hope it won't be much of a problem anymore. It's quite irritating when it cuts me on and off. The whole day was fine... Got disconnected on and off also, but that's when the phone is playing about. So maybe it has to do with the frequency or smth... Will figure that part sometime..

I think I could call my assignment finished... I don't know if it's good enough... but I can't think of what I could do with it anymore. One word to describe it --- "dull". So... I have no idea what to do dy...

My entire day was spent moving about without much of a direction. Nothing to do ba... Gaming doesn't interest me much already. Have no idea why... That pretty much sums up the rest of today gua... Although I'm typing this at 4... hmmm....

只剩下一天我们就可再相遇了。 耐心的等待吧!

This one.. nice old song ^_^ :
"You know what paradise is? It's a lie...
A fantasy recreated bout people and places as we like them to be.
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding
And that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're gonna make love with tonight
That's truth... That's love..." ~~ "I've never been to me" by Charlene
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Sunday, July 08, 2007


To those who care,
Got up at 6.30 today. Sent father off to sentral. He's leaving again, coming back on a wednesday. I'd be in Redang by then. Have fun dad ~~~ Came back around 7.30... *time for bed again*

Okay, I thought it over, it'll be ribbons, hard cover, sweat, effort and time. I guess these should be enough. It's the first time so it's good enough, I hope. Wonder what the reaction will be... *evil grin* Of course must add the few classic stuffs. But got tiny problem... what is to do??? To cancel or not to cancel?

Officially one computer died, couldn't do much about it already. Officially router is useless, no idea what to do with it. And officially, tolerance level went back to normal again. Sorry lex bout last night. A lot of things seem wrong. But I don't care, no swearing =.= regardless!!!! It's one life for each swearing.
Objective #??: Stop group of frenz from swearing majorly (pending in vain)

Today, goal: accomplish the entire esl assignment. I wonder if I could finish. Hmmmm.... There is no means by which I can tell you how screwed up my assignment is... I have no idea what else I need and what I do not need in it. I have failed... "I am your deathgod", says esl assignment. <--- That's a good thing right?

Guitar class had a bit of a change today. He was teaching me chords today. It's difficult to grasp those complicated chords... sigh... talentless.... =P But I like the sound of guitar... It's nice... But her voice... that is truly something I miss a lot... Back to music>>> Piano is nice... but somehow... my skills are deteriorating. Hmmm... shall try to play "tatakau monotachi" once more. Ganbatte!!

Always sleeping till so late... hmmmmm.... Ms Yew... all that aiming for redang goal is gonna go to waste if you continue to do this =P Oh dear... I feel balloon-ed dy... Nid start control... *focus* I waited longer each day for you =.= make my mind die sooner...

New objective target!!!! Everytime at chat box to have her 'lol' end with more "x". Hehe. Her smile really is beautiful. Inire... live within the darkness and give me strength to carry on. Today was filled with lots of chats with her. Nothing much of the assignment was accomplished today... Sigh... priorities differ at times... Where did I hear that before...? And chatting with silence is really really difficult.... >.<

Another 2 more days till we meet... Will you still love me as much? I know that I had missed you a lot... Really... I had never felt this much before...

几时可以再牵着你的手, 感觉你的温柔?
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Saturday, July 07, 2007


To those who care,
Today was very... close....
OK~~!! Woke up saw message on phone, replied.... reply never came back... Fine... she hates me... ~~~~~ online, find new picture to fit into my blog, she never appeared online. Went out? Nope... sleeping...

Went up to PJ. Sms-ed another time... The reply never came anyhow... A bit... sabishii... Visited grandma, then mum went to the roffsman(dunno how u spell it) roundabout there de wholesale stock clearance thingy to buy women stuff... Like pantyliner, conditioner, and those stuff la >< Honestly, it is cheap if you see the price... Wait!!!!! I shouldn't know about it kan? =X

Then we had lunch at a 井 restaurant in ss2... don't really remember the full name. It's like those HK 茶餐厅... anyway, after eating we were going back to section 17 and passed through the very much familiar traffic light. Mum asked, "There! Your friend that one stay just behind the signboards there right?" Haihhhhhh...... Soooooo close yet soooo far...

By the time reached home, got to chat wif her on msn for awhile ba... Then I had to leave for the Jusco supermarket. Mum got what she wanted and came back. By the time I came back, xiao already left... Sigh... Today sorta didn't chat much... Looking at the bright side, just another 3 more days ba!!! Then we'll see each other again. Watashi tachi no yakusoku!!!

Last thing... STUPID ROUTER!!!!!!!!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU????? YOU'VE BEEN GOING CRAZY SINCE SOOOOO LONG AGO!!!!! WHEN ARE YOU GONNA RECOVER FROM YOUR MENTAL UNSTABLENESS??? EY!!!! ANSWER ME LA!!!! darn.. she dc again... pffftttt....

Was a bit emo-ish this night... Have no idea why. All of a sudden just feel like collapsing on the bed and forget about life. I couldn't feel anything but the deepest sorrow in me. I have no idea why... For a moment there, I'd feel like ignoring the trip I've been looking forward to. For a moment there, I'd like the holidays to extend to neverending... This night... I wrote another poem... and this poem is for naught but the souls of the parted ones...

又想念你多一点了
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Friday, July 06, 2007


To those who care,
Today is a day of esl assignment... Was to complete as much as I can today. Ok, the morning was quite dreamy and stupid. I sent my car for service, went to eat some 云吞面. The thing is... I finished up my meal... then ler... sorta had a wrong burp >.< here's the thing. It toyed with my air pressure in the throat, creating a force that is pushing at my throat. Then, when I walked out of the coffee shop, I think the walking created a vibration inside and made me throw up in the drain. There... my lunch... all in the drain....

Came back, continued doing the esl assignment. I did and was also, of course, spending more time with dear xiao. Anyhow, the assignment was quite badly managed, I thought... She said it was ok though... Well, maybe ok was a "bad" in this situation. Just hope that I could get high marks... Highly doubtful, so reset goal -- wish I could pass... Should I add a 4.0? I've done finished 3.0... and its only 11 pages... too few ba..?

See is sick today...hope she recovers soon. She never was good in health... always sick and stuff.. Heheh... Well, hope she manage to fend off all illnesses when she's older ba... Wonder if she remembers our promise... hmmm....

真的很希望这几天可以很快地过, 想念的心真的有点感伤。如果有天真的再见不到你不知我会如何。 很希望你能在这儿, 在身边陪着我。 这段爱很希望可以永久。 母亲知道了, 都要谢军伟。 好吧! 今天就到此。 还是很想念, 怀念。。。
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007


To those who care,
Nothing to write about today... I don't know much... but here's a list on the top 10 things I think that I emphasise on for now...

10 Skills where I hope I'd discover what I'm talented at
9 Entertainment to get me out of boredom at times
8 Fear to gain courage for future purposes
7 Writing where I put my deepest thoughts in
6 Life which allows me to be wif xiao for long
5 Computer the source by which I communicate most wif xiao
4 Music that is bound to be foretelling the feelings I have
3 Sleep to be able to be wif xiao though we're apart
2 Love towards friendship, but more of xiao
1 Family , including xiao ba ^^
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007


To those who care,
Everyone knows of the person who has lost his soul yesterday. He lives in the middle of the town, and led a life of simplicity. He was nothing more than just a dreamer. We always say he likes to build castles in the air, but we all realise after his death that his last few days of life was led to his fullest.

We often wonder when will death come knocking at our door. Is death a cloaked person carrying a scyte? Fascinated with all these as we were, Tam was the only person who knew what was Death. He made a promise to Death, and Death gave him a week more to live. It must be ridiculous listening to this, but Death does in a while come by to play.

Tam had an extra week. Within this week, he was stuck in his house, in his little cozy room, thinking and thinking. We did not realise then, but it seems that he was in his room for a long time. He was there, continuing his life, dreaming and dreaming of things that were impossible at that time. Going up beyond the sky? Flying like a bird? They were insane ideas!

He wasn't a man without love, but he gave his love to the wrong person at a wrong dimension. His love was to a perfect person who only existed in his little dream. But he couldn't bare to part with her, so he made a deal to Death to let him live for another week where he could bring her to all his dreams, and then Death can take his soul away and do whatever He desires.

So, he dreamt and dreamt, bringing her out for a walk, sitting beneath the stars, soaring up above the sky, exploring the secrets of the sea, and all other things that was within his dream. We called him impractical, but are we of any different from him?

On the last day of his week, he created another perfect person in his dream. Unwilling as he may be, he tied the not of these two perfect couple, and gave them a dream world to live in. His heart was aching violently, but he knew that he could never be the perfect person for her. With tears in his eyes, he turned away and faced Death.

"Was it right?" he asked Death.
Death gave a slight grin and said, "It was not right, but it was the best option. Your soul has riped, you could not remain with her forever. In addition, you know your love for her is nothing more than just a dream."


Tam faced down and followed Death past the border of the dead. Before he stepped in, he turned back, "If only I was as perfect as you..."

That was the last dream he had, and the end of the life of a dreamer. We got hold of his diary, but the weird thing is... the writings on it for the last few entries were not his, they were of a lady's. And at the last page it was written, "My heart has always been with you..."

If only he was never a dreamer...

~Jason~ 3/6/2007
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Monday, July 02, 2007


To those who care,
The power of these two swords are boundless ~~ Inire

Empowering yourself with enormous knowledge, obtaining all the strength in the world, but without these two swords, I could never go past the bounds. Now I pass to you these swords as they have served me well. Hopefully they would bring you beyond your limits and give you all the power that you need.

Firce, the sword of unity between fire and ice, two opposing elements by which would normally undo one another. It is a sword of harmony of all people, uniting all different people and giving them the courage to accept one another.

Barrier, the sword of divine protection, gives an everlasting defence to protect. It is the power of love, where one would give whatever to protect and defend their loves.

With the souls of these two swords in you, soar high. Never abandon the swords for calamity will be upon you!! When the time comes, fight with them in your hands, there is no battle that is to be lost as long as you have them with you!! ~~ Jason
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