there was once a pixie
i met by the ancient tree
it flew towards me
and i embraced it with love
with affection of some sort

Keeping our hearts
Everlasting at that moment
As we shared
Those little bit of knowledge

Little do we know
Of the time we spent
Varies and changes till finally
Ended up with a parting
Sealing away the never ending dreams

Still i wished to see the pretty pixie
Evertime i dream at night
Even if i had to lose myself at last.

no matter how much
i cry, i know
that it has gone to someplace else
i wish for it to be happy there
then i would willingly walk away

Jason... 13/10/2006

It is sad to note that you have only been sorrowful whenever you've been around me. I know I could not carry happiness to you. I hope that I could at the very least, bring a person who could give you happiness that you seek. It does hurt me a lot to do so, but I couldn't stand you being sad... Not ever...

I wanted to press call... But I could never bring up the courage to do so. I have no idea why... I could never call anyone unless it's a matter of importance, or after much hesitation... I was always afraid, that I would interrupt in something... or maybe I was just unable to speak to anyone at all... Why...?

I know I am such a useless kid... Never being able to accomplish tasks or even fight for my own sake... I even feel like an idiot... to even say I love you...