You whom I still love,

It has been very odd... There were many things that I could not understand. I tried searching for an answer, even creating one. Dreaming and dreaming. I was able to hold you close once. Now you slipped past my fingers, and I was unable to get close to you anymore. I forgot what it felt like, I forgot how I once was, I lost myself.

Where are you... where... I am still finding you, searching deeply inside. Then I noticed there was more than it seemed that disapppeared. Everything else had gone, inside, left only a broken cage with my shattered heart. I want to see you again, to hear your sweet voice, to grasp your soft hands, and be with you.



How is it different in the end? There are things that I failed to achieve. You gave me my spring, and brought me back to winter. Still, you were there. But further away. I couldn't see you anymore, but thoughts of you had covered me in snow. I miss you... Will you be back...?



Will you even look back...? My dear... how are you now...?

Inire

YAYS! One more day and trials are over!!!! Felt a relief after today. Tomorrow bio paper 3, just experiments, so shouldn't have a lot to read. Will read later. But then again.... Leong said will return add maths... wanna cry liao... T.T

Have you ever noticed the scents around you? The scent that comes from food, from flowers, and others. But there is one scent that is special and varies a lot. That is the scent of a person. Yeah, sounds like I'm a dog now...

Sitting idly in the exam hall, there had been many scent that passed me. It was easy to identify who was the person. It may be the perfume used, the cologne they put on. Nevertherless, it was a scent, the same scent for a few days. It was similiar to the rest of the crowd. There are also those who seemed as if they don't have scent. But if you are ever close enough, the scent would still be there.

For every person, the scent is different. And when one changes scent, something in them also changes. It may be for the better, it also may be for the worse. However, it is the scent that caught my attention. There are those whose scent attracts people, and those who bounces people away. This may be a way as in how people react to one another. It is interesting. But I should just stop here...

Good Luck to everyone, and may you all live happily ever after!!!

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXAMS ARE LIKE 3 DAYS AWAY AND I HVNT FINISHED ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @_@

Friday's coming to an end and dang! i hvnt done my sej yet... GARGH!!!!!! Save me save me.......................... I wonder how am I gonna do this time in trials, my Chinese oni 75... so miserable... I hope add maths this time can fly back up to A1... I'd really cry if I can't T_T

Flying up the sky as I began chasing a dream. Then, I fell down hard when the dream had shattered. Slowly it began to form again. I was scarred... It was difficult to erase those.

The dream was formed once more. I couldn't soar up already. I was bound to the ground by some invisible forces, within the darkness of the ground. Then, I saw a glimmer of light, and as I muster all my courage, I embraced the light. For a short while, the light died away. I was disappointed. After that....

I gained wings, wings from the light that had vanished. With those wings, I broke free, and flew, towards the never ending sky... I shall use the wings you give me to fly, and go as high as you allow me to. Be with me...