Yesterday was the annual prefects' farewell. Sanjay and Yee Eng, and the whole committee! It was nicely done.

A good start and a good end. Good food, we had pasta, lasagne, mushroom soup and some others. But they were very filling food, I only managed to go for three plates. Haizz... It was 45 bucks for that. Well, ok lar... But still I think that the farewell last year was the BEST! =P

Still, this year's was more touching. And the emcees were good lamers!! Alex was emotional, he cried!!!! It wasn't just him, there were a few others. What to do? Hahah... It's never easy to deal with partings. Got our certs, but it was collected so that we could be publically kena fired.... XD CHRISTINE HOW!!!!! Thanks for your pillow! ahahah! I got it back by car!!!!! Din take lrt =P Too bad I din have a dog... I scared it will bite it up >.<

Hahaha! It's time, I part with all and try to sort out my feelings.... Kk!!!!

We've all had all kinds of dreams in our lives. But we must know how to separate dreams and reality. I was unable to do that... That had caused many unfortunate happenings upon me.

This dream was as real as it could get, but I know for sure, it would not last till next year, or so I think. I wish for the dream to linger, for it to be my last dream of my life. It was sweet, but at the same time painful. Many a times, I lost myself within the thick fog of the dream. But I still continued dreaming, I did not want to lose grasp of it.

Maybe, just maybe, I had been holding onto the wrong dream all along. A fantasy that seemed well for me, but never suited me in reality. All of a sudden, there were many other interruptions. I lost grasp of the dream and was left floating aimlessly. I wished for the hand to come and take me out of that. It never came. Now, the reality dawns upon me, of exams and hard work. Still, the blurry view of the dream still wandered in my mind, of the unforgettable figure that seemed to turn towards another place.

I know that the result had been a failure from the start, or maybe, as you say, I am too negative about myself. I can't see a thing anymore, I lost sight of it. Would you give me your hand, so that I could regain my sight, and forever clutch on to you? A question I gave you, an answer that never came. I did not regret meeting you, and you had changed me. My love... my dream....

Concert is drawing nearer.. and sorta... classes get more disrupted. Even then, today had been one weird day. There were many talks around. Sometimes, I just don't know what these people have in mind. One moment they could be saying this and another moment saying something else. Many hearts are trembled, but yet, it would not stop. What is it that we want to achieve when we live? To rid others in order to bring ourselves to the peak? I don't understand...

Then there came a thought to me as we talked of me in class. What if one day Jason is no longer there? The soul had been consumed by all around him. He vanished from the face of the earth. And in the body, surfaces another person. Someone else who would not submit to others, someone who enjoys disaster... Besides that, what would any of your reactions be if I came to my end? What if any of you had to pass on? Would I cry?

"closer... my dear come closer... the nicest part of any melody... is when ur dancing close to me..." - From "music, music, music"

The songs are stuck in my head now!!!! Well, concert coming soon. Monday would a somewhat rehearsal. Friday and Saturday would be d real thing liao. After that would be a really really long and boring period... SPM trial, den SPM...

Today was fun. Was with the dove from the 6th station till the station I had to leave. Plus, I got "yuan lai" arranged. How I wish I could get the right notes for "zhi dui ni shuo" and "yue ding" also... Haiz... Guess I'm too lousy to make do that... Piano was fun. Got a couple of major mistakes that turn out to be a joke. I like my teacher ^^ That makes me like the class even more :D

Zi Ming's b'day's this coming Monday!!! Maybe would celebrate it this Sunday with a few others. =D Right after this, the following week is See's b'day!!! How I wish I could celebrate with her. Well, I'll just wish her on that day ^^ Hope she could be happy for a long time ^^

It has been an honour knowing all of you. My friends, I ask you once more, would you take this path with me to the end without regrets?