Yes! The prefect's leadership camp is in Tekam Plantation Resort!!! At first I was quite upset about it... What the heck? Last year we were just there. But then, never mind lar... I sorta enjoyed it anywayz, the crowd was different.

Day 1, Friday
Today was the celebration of teachers' day. Well, it was first ok ok. Then, as things past by, suddenly some one came and say, "I heard that dedication u made. 'You're the spice of my life,' woo hoo..." I like, "what the..." Then, all the explanations started. Stupid Cheng Lee... Dedicate to WS for wat??? As if she was in school that day... Anyway, the dya ended rather quickly. Soon, we were ready to set off to Tekam. When we did, we got our seats, and the bus went. Alex... was... very 'high' cuz the two girls, Sherene and Serene, were in front... And I think it's also cuz they had marshmallows... That's y Alex remained like that (physically) And while we were watching "Monster-in-law", Alex just could never shut up... So I think the whole bus sorta knew about her. Surprisingly, Sheryl didn't know. =P

Anyway, the show ended and we proceeded to "Pink Panther". The one part that couldn't get off our mind was the teaching of "I would like to buy a hamburger". Not long after the show ended, we entered Tekam and Kuo Jian needed to pee badly. We were laughing and all, and when the bus stopped, he rushed down and towards the toilet. In the hall, everyone gathered. There, we were given our keys and a green programme book, with all our teams on. I was the facilitator of group 10. My members were: Brian, Hoong Leong, Mary, Suet Yee, Yuen Yi, Jing Tao, Jaclyn, Sek Hoong, Ezreena and Hwee Phen.

We went back to room, put everything, got ready and all. Around 7.30, we gathered in the hall, where we were 'sent' to the cafeteria to have dinner. Right after dinner ended, we re-entered the hall, and were told about the night walk. After the briefing, we started to move towards the plantation. On the way into the dark plantation we used torchesto light our way. Then we stopped at a point where we were told to feel the quietness in the dark. After a few moments, we were told to walk back, without torch lights. Instead two teams would have a candle each and would walk at the same time back. That was our only source of light. Everyone made it out. After we gathered in the hall, we had supper and that was the end of day 1. Well, in the room, Zhi, Alex and I talked about friendship and about how people change as they proceed in life, and also of our groups of friends. We slept at around 1.15am. Well, we didn't have quite a good sleep cuz the air condition was freezing us...


Day 2, Saturday
Officially woke up at around 7am, right after Zhi came out from the toilet. Sat idle on the bed as Alex made his way into the toilet to fix his contact lenses. I changed. When Alex left, I used the toilet. I did all the things as quick as possible and made my way to the morning exercise ground. I was on time. There, we lined up and got ready for exercise. First we did the warm up, legs --> hips --> hands --> head. Then was the exercise, "star jump". We did three kinds, first was hands to the side, second was hands to the side and then to clap above the head, and the third was one hand to the front and the other to the side. After the long exercise, cuz there was this bonus and crap cuz some people just could not do the countings correctly, we went for breakfast. Thereafter, we headed to the hall and were divided into two big groups.Group 1 would be going for caving, and Group 2 (where I was in) was to go for rafting.

At the rafting area, we gathered all our equipments and were ready for rafting. We used PVC pipes to make our rafts. We had a short tea break. Then, we were off to the stream. We got ourselves all wet while getting on the raft. When we were ready, we started to row towards the ending point. *Row row row row* Heck.... My group was the last... but nevermind, the race only began after everyone's at the ending point. 3, 2, 1... Go!!! We went racing back to the starting point. My group made it there as the 3rd. ^^ Yay!!! Right after, we went and disemble our raft and return the equipments. We were asked to go back, either to shower or to have our lunch. I went to take a shower and then went to have a quiet lunch. Not many people were there for lunch. We waited for the other group to get back from caving. When they did, we made our way up the bus and off we went towards the cave.

After the briefing in front of the entrance towards the 'jungle', we moved in group by group in single file. Soon, we found ourselves in front of Gua Angin. There, we walked slowly for there was a small hole whereby we were supposed to climb in. After making our way into the hall and above the big open area of the cave, we were given a short time to take pictures. Thereafter, we moved on deeper into the cave. To one point there was this very steep slope. There was a rope, but we were not supposed to use it on our way down the slope. We sat on the slope and slowly slide our way down the slope. As we reached the bottom, there was a big open space where all of us were to sit. It was considered a slope, but it was not really steep. It lead to an open space. When everyone was down the steep slope, we were told to elect a leader to hold on to a small candle and all the torch lights were 'confiscated'. The teachers went out with all the torch lights. We were to wait till around 20 minutes later only could we begin to move towards the exit with what's left ofthe candle. Obediently, we obey. When it was time, we moved on as we used tissue papers to light the path for the others behind. Zhi and I went to navigate for the exit as Jason, Yee Eng and Rachel helped the others to gather at the open space. When we were out, we told them to climb upwards towards the exit and one by one they came up slowly. When everyone was out of the cave, we lined up, and made our way out of the place.

We headed back and went back to our chalets. after preparing everything, we went to have our dinner. After dinner everyone gathered in the hall. Then, we had a human chess game. Facilitators would be judging the game. I was in charge of judging group 1. The game was quite long. The members had to make their own 8X8 board with raffia strings. They had to figure out the way out. Facilitators would tell the members if they've stepped on a bomb. When everyone was done, the points were read out. Well, the points were unbelievable, but nevermind lar. We had a group discussion and then supper. After that we returned to our chalets. This night, we talked of Alex's story. Alex tried to see if Zhi was listening and said, "...and I ate a doughnut and drank orange juice, then the grape juice began to flow down the river." Zhi heard and shouted, "WHAT!?!?! U did IT with her?" Then, there goes the laughing all night. Hehe.... That was the second night. We made sure the air-con aws at low and that the temperature is rather high to ensure a more comfortable sleep.






Day 3, Sunday
This day was one very interesting day. We woke up and proceeded to the exercise area. There, we performed the previous day's exercise and added a few more, which was the "massage the person in front of you" exercise. We got to torture the person in front. Hehee.... Then, it was breakfast. Thereafter we were divided into the two big groups again and one went for obstacle and mine went for flying fox. We made our way towards the flying fox area. The facilitators got to do the activity first and the first person was Yean Xin!!! ^^

The scary part was going up the stairs. It felt like I'd fall anytime, but the gliding was really fun, wish I could do it again. Right after my flying fox, I sat around and played some game dat was pretty much the same as "zhi ku ba". After everyone was done, we went to have a short tea break. Thereafter, we sat around and discussed about the performances while waiting for the other group to finish the obstacle course. It turned out that we had to return to the cafeteria and have our lunch before we would proceed to our obstacle courses. The sad thing about this was that it began to rain when we began our short little "raja dan permaisuri hutan" game. That was not it, the rain was freezing and there was this cold wind blowing. Everyone was freezing to death but yet we continued.

After that, we went to the usual "carry your whole group throuhg this tiny space without touching anything around" obstacle course. This took quite sometime. And later, we had the "shaking bridge" obstacle course. Here, it ended fairly fast. We had our tea break after this. After this, we went back and gathered at the open grass field. There, we were told to return to the chalets and clean up. We went back, properly showered and all, and were in the hall to have our group discussions. The facilitators, when gathered, went elsewhere to discuss about the little sketch we were planning to do.

We had quite a lot of fun preparing for it, and had as much fun presenting it much later on. After all the preparations, we gathered again in the hall and were led to our dinner location, somewhere in some really awesome "hotel" inside the plantation resort. The place was cool and really big and all, and there was a swimming pool.... We sat in groups and was soon eating the most delicious meal in the whole camp, d BBQ dinner. There was rice, chicken, lamb, fish, sausage and some vegetables. After the delightful dinner, we had our performance time. The sketches were really interesting. Well, after all the groups' performances, it was the facilitators turn. It may be the best sketch that night. =P I still can't get that phrase off my mind "Balik Kampung lar!" lolz...

Then there was a short period of karaoke. It was getting late and we were dismissed from there. We returned that night to our chalets feeling really exhausted. That night, my chalet was very quiet. We slept without much talking. Everyone was tired. That was the end of the day...




Last day, Monday
This was the last day, it was so hard to believe that the camp came to an end so fast. Well, it was the end anyway. We had our breakfast at the coffee shop in the very nice hotel where we had our dinner the previous night. After that, we went back and gatered in the hall. We got ourselves into 3 groups, bus A, B and C. Then, we were off. We had only one stop throughout the journey back. The way back was very much faster than when we went to Tekam. I went back soon after we arrived in school. That was the end of this entry...

Yes!!!!!!!!!! After a week and a half of studying and examination, it's finally over!!!! It hurts to think that this was only the mid term examination. Well, anyway, it is now ended, and next comes the two weeks holidays!!!!

First would be the camp. I didn't know why I signed up for the Tekam trip, since it's optional and she ain't going... I really wonder why... Maybe it is a good time to start the memory loss process... Hmm... Well, it's a four day camp, hopefully it's fun.

Two weeks of holiday... How to spend my time??? Play whole day? Nopes... Get bored to death... Do add maths project? Have to... but not gonna do it like a maniac... Go out? I want to... Who willing to go out with me wo? Would I spend my holiday so lonely again?

Maybe the two weeks would help in stopping the dream from happening again. Maybe that was why it was a two weeks holiday... I don't know... Many things happened in a really awkward way. How we met... how e became friends... Ahh yes... Friends... Remain as friends ba... The best way... isn't it?

I might get to change my phone. MIGHT!!! BUt low chance. Anyway... why care? It doesn't bother me. K lar... no mood to write already... dats it this time.

I'm getting bored here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exams only halfway through, and I already lost my mood to study. Add maths screwed up my mood. And today's History made me wanna puke... Another four more days and it's the end of exams. Then, it'll be a two weeks holiday. Wonder what would I be doing. Maybe should find a few days to go out ^^ Let's see... Alex, if you're here, go organize someday!!! Two weeks ar... DOTA whole day meh?

Maybe I should start re-studying everything... It's death for me this term... Doubt I can get any 'A's. Then, this week, I came to think of a lot of things. Then, I also felt quite inferior compared to a lot of people. I don't know why... Can anyone tell me what use am I? Other than being very bully-able. (Kenneth's comment)Those who says I'm smart (Alex's comment) are pure crap! I am definitely far from smart. Realise how stupid I am when I can't even write proper English and remember simple stuff like the nucleon number is d combination of the amount of protons and nutreons in an atom. How'd I know that now? I have the book in front of me...

K lar... Got to go... Not to study. Main piano saja. Must get the right notes for Fields of Hope =D

First to wish me was Yunn Shuen at 12 something!!!! Shermaine was minutes after her, followed by Yean Xin at around 2!!! Woke up, study first!!!! Tried to finish f5 physics --- failed... Anyway, went to Kuen Cheng IU at around 9.40.

Was quite disappointed that she couldn't go for the IU. But nvm... The IU was quite ok, theme was Disney Around the World, but there wasn't any Disney about their performance. However, I must say the five/six girls dance was cool. Their dance was as cool as any break dance ever performed in our school could get, if not better. (I think it was way better tho) After the whole thing, met up with some primary friends, more than I expected to see, actually. ^^

After the IU, went to d Guitar Shop in Segar. My parents got me a guitar, signed me up for class >< There goes my time table. Shorter still.

Came back, saw lots of chat windows. And a few extra testi in my friendster. Then, after cancelling them and all, ran back to my room and started studying ><" Crap, God bless me pls pls pls........ Anyway, good luck to all of you out there! And thanks for all your wishes!!!! My beloved ones, friends, and... ermm... everyone else. :D

Let's see...
Chem f5 --- done
Bio f5 --- done
Physics f5 ---- juz going to start
History, BM, English and every other subjects --- hvnt started

Oh dear.... And here I am... I dun wanna study arrrr!!!!!!! crap crap crap!!!! Wait... what did I study for chem and bio again? Ahhhh!!!! Can't remember a thing!!!
Sigh... How I wish my cute pig would be here to play with me... I feeling dead bored now...

before a loooong weekend. Well, let's see what happened today... ***the only reason I'm writing this is cuz I dun feel like studying =P

The only announcement that caught my attention was the CF camp's. I was wondering if I should go. Would I feel awkward there? Maybe I should go... Last year in the school...

Oh yeah, the story from vice principal was quite touching... *sob* well, not really that touching but considered that the kid actually did something like that... I wonder if I would...

Double chemistry was F-U-N. Saw how some people kena hentam by hayats. kekeke... The revision was nice. Helped prepare for exam. What I didn't like was that we had exercises to do. haizzzzzzz.... That's our chemistry teacher...

History had revision work in class, Add maths had a brief test. Miss Leong again stood in front of me, looked at the paper, and gave her wicked laugh... Well, sorta challenged her, but ended up copying from Sarah >.< I have a bad feeling about add maths now...

English was work (compre and summary), maths was work also (some random paper by AZA), BM was lesson about the two komsas thingy we missed out. Then, it's double Bio. Wow, when I entered the class, it's really silent. Everyone was like putting their life into the test. I sat down and did the test. After the marking an all, lesson continued as usual. Kah Xin was busy saying that herself is a tortoise... She was so funny!!

I had better get off this chair and start studying... But somehow, I couldn't get off... I am getting heck lazy... Die die die die.... Bye bye mid-term... T.T

OOO, I almost forgot my own very important date!!! Well, guess it's nothing much to remember, but anyway, what should I get? A phone or a guitar? And its on the same day I was born, a Saturday. But still... its's freaking near exams.... evil school...

I was just wondering, how many people actually keep memories deep inside them and never forget any of them? How many people still remember their primary times? What about secondary or even college and university? At least remember your friends? The one you think you fell for the first time in school? The ones you hate? The ones you love? Those who died? Those who have gone to other places? There are many many other things, but how many you actually still remember? Are they all still in your memories? Will whatever that is happening now be remembered later in life? Will it stay in your heart?

I came across this touching passage about the day before graduation. It made me wonder, after graduation would any of my friends remember me? Would I forget any of them? In a shopping mall when we meet maybe some ten years later, would you still greet me the way you do now? Or would you just walk away as if we had never met before? What about the times we had spent together? Would that even stay in your mind? What would you be doing the day before your graduation? Spend the day like any other day? Or sit and think back on the years spent in school? Think of the person whom you loved, the friends you spend time with, the people you detest for one reason or another, the teachers that taught you?

I know that I'll definitely miss secondary school, as much as if not more than my primary school times. How I wish that time would stop where we are now. We have to continue in life, but we must never forget the past. This is why there is history. Everyone thinks history is a boring subject, but actually it depends on what history. The most interesting history one could ever learn about, is the history about the person itself. Just sit back and think back, just like how we revised for history, tears that you made, happiness you created, anger you provoked, love you gave, and all other things. History isn't such a bad subject after all...

Thus the memories that are always resting inside, let it out sometime, dream again of the things that had happened to you. Don't forget what you had experienced. Don't ever forget those you know. Like how you enter the exam hall. This is your exam, your life, the one time experience. My memories with them would not fade... it wpuld always be revised...

This morning was not good. Quite a lot of bad incidents happened. Add maths we got blasted, recess dropped my lrt ticket and knocked down the pole... and others after that... She got mad at me during lunch... haiz...

Club was quite nice. Had a long chatting session with a few people. Supposed to be with her only but then more and more people gathered... It was fun, but I think she got upset in the end anyway... Sorry ler... I'm stupid...

Piano class was fun ^^ After that didn't have any mood to do any work. So I was online after that, waiting and waiting. I think she won't appear online on my list... but I don't know why I still continued waiting on... So now I am writing this... Stupidly... I thought I let go... Well, maybe the long holiday next week would help... Though I would really hope something else... sigh...

addition:
Two days ago was my mother's birthday. It was a nice celebration, small, but nice. We had d dinner at San Francisco Steak House in Mid Valley. Here's a few pic:

I don't know why!!! Today i'm super hyper >< I went on listening to music over and over, playing the piano over and over, and now typing nonsense :P

Weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally got to take a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! daisuki dayo!!!!!!!

hehe, getting a bit nuts here. Maybe I should stop here. Last thing lar... Changing myself soon, maybe i'll try to be less tolerance. ^^ Beware friends kekeke