Today's the handball competition. Got the Jersys, looked quite funny on us. The shirts were bigger than what we were supposed to be wearing. We gathered at the canteen for some time before setting out. We waited there for our match for a loooong time.... Think we rotting down there...

match began... Probably the worst match so far. I watched at the side at first. When the defence were breached so many times, fine... I go in... XD Those guys on field were rough... as if playing rugby... I only lasted 5 minutes tops on the field. The striker got the ball. I watched as he dashed towards the centre. I follwed, made a jump as he "posed" to shoot... Bad action... WHAM! The ball hit my head, specs broke, scratched my eye lid, fell to the floor unbalanced. I found one piece of the specs. Took it out of the field, game continues, we lost... Well, at least one goal, but that ball was DEFIITELY NOT worth saving...

Second match was not that relieving either... Lost worst than the first match, but I do admit that the second game was better than the first. They were not playing rough, more speed and strategy, which of course we lack. So we went back after that.

Still had to go for meeting. Before that, I just had to be whacked by SOMEBODY... somehow... anyway, I felt that was something that I would not despise... ever... Rest of the day was quite sad, without my specs. Mum said I'll ghet a purple frameless glasses... Wonderful, just wonderful...

First class of the day and it was already like hell! I got back my papers for Chemistry, turn the objective page, and was shocked to see a 44/100 written at the total...

What to do? Went through the paper, YES!!! Objective can get two marks, and essay can get ONE mark!!! That sums up to a 47... Bad... but at least a pass...

Then, sejarah... 9 marks to 75. Coursework, my only hope... Still can't believe I screwed up my essay...

Recess was usual... Then, an English ----- 77!!! YES!! my first A in English! BM was a disappointment... 72... No A...

Well, the day before, I got back bio - 54, phy - 81, computer - 66. Quite ok...
Now that leaves moral, I wonder what I'll get, wonder if I'd fail... again...

As I glance out the window,
My faint reflection glanced back at me,
"You are only half visible,
only seen when you are usable."

Nobody knows of my plight
Their eyes are blind to my internal scars
I looked out at the crowd,
I am touched by their happiness.

I was sitting on a bench,
Looking at happy children playing,
Hearing doubts in my mind as
I looked back at how I was unneeded.

Then a bird rested on my shoulder,
It was unusual, but it chirped,
It brought accompaniment and for that I am thankful
I needed some company in this lonely life.

I walked along the streets,
People around were envious
As they saw us happily passing them,
And I watched the bird upon my shoulder, singing, singing.

Suddenly there was a heavy rain,
I was more intent on sheltering the bird
Than myself, though we both waited bathed in its song
For the rain to be over.

Finally the sky was clear,
I hoped it could continue,
But it seems that it would not stay,
It just flew afar, flew away.

I looked in wonder,
As tears began to roll down,
I would never see it again,
But a sudden calmness was brught back.

Now I dwell in the cold veil again,
Closed behind the curtains of loneliness,
Unable to see the beautiful smile,
And for that I resent myself for putting in too much thoughts.

In the end... It was still just a dream. I'll miss you...

11/3/2006
by me ^^ Jason Loh Wui Keat

Sigh, another season has passed... Thus, I begin to see the coming of another blizzard. Maybe this time, I'll get a heater and a place to take cover...

WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!

Exams are finally done for!!! Yays!!!! But it is sad how bad I did for this term... Although my maths got an A1, but my add maths is a B... for the first time its not an A1...

I don't know lar... I got up the Ampang train, wanted to stay there, but stupid Alex had to jump off the train... So my stupid brain functioned too quickly... then off I jumped off the train... Now actually regret... But then again... maybe people also don't wanna see me liao, fed up of me... sigh... I am not sure... I don't feel that I should bring it closer, but it is mysterious how things work in life... One can never tell what is going to happen, and what that is happening actually means...

When one's summer is over, comes autumn... It could be an autumn filled with a scenary that is romantic... But it could also be a scenary of loneliness... I found a new spring, a spring with flowers blooming all over... But it may just be that forever... the same spring with the same scent and same scene... As good friends...

omgomgoomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!!!!!!!!!
chikusou, chikusou!!!!!! damn damn damn damn!!!!!!!!!!!

This may be the first time in my life i feel that studying for exams is fever-ish!!!! It gets realllllllllllllllll boring studying... and now i have stomach ache, head ache and aches all over.....

Blasted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm done... Kz, good luck to all you people taking exams!!!!

Today is one hell of a day... Ignore studies.. nothing much happened there, except that I got 1 out of 15 for my moral test... Madam Selva... said... Moral nilai defasi needed to be word for word... So difficult ler..

Went for the audition, flunked it :P. So don't really care...

During computer lesson, it was a free period. I 'talked' to Alex about me. Yes, about how useless I am... And about there won't be much of a difference without me in this world... Apart from academics, which isn't that good either, I am useless...

Today's interact meeting was short. Stayed at the canteen and waited for her. She finally came down... took quite some time on the snap shots... Then we went back... Wnated to talk, but then I had problems of my own...

My younger bro was missing, my youngest bro knocked his head and went to hospital for stitching. WHAT THE HECK!!!! I ran towards the LRT station, got up and waited for the trains with my frenz...

No mood to write already... That's it for now...