Everyday I seemed to be dreaming and dreaming only. My life seemed to be mocking me. So many scent, but none would really approach close. What happens truly to a person who desires love more than any other thing, but never actually got what he wants?
Doushite boku wazuka mitte mo matte?

I worked alone for five days. As I sat down alone sometimes, my mind began to wander. Why did I have to experience this? We seemed to be forever parted by destiny. Was I supposed to be alone always? Boku wa hitori desu. Boku wa dare desu? Tell me...

Just been to Singapore and back. I began to let go of some things, and also began to gain back some things I had abandoned since very young. You gain when you lose and you also lose when you gain. It's close to the day school reopens. I wonder... would there be a new sign of hope? Or would it be the last disappointment, before we were parted for a long time, or maybe, forever? Kono minikuku mo utsukishii sekai ga suki desu. Warau ne...

Should one always be in the mind of looking deep into one another? Why do people always doubt one another, or even try do deceive? I'd rather everyone be as stupid, then the world would be at peace. Yes, I know I'm selfish. That's why my life doesn't seem to be as enjoyable. On the other hand, I have friends whom I trust. This seemed to ease me a lot. Nothing beats that. Leon went to work with me when I asked him to. Alex asked me to go out with the whole group. Some share truth with me. Some advice me on my sadness. Although in all, there were some who weren't that nice. Apart from them, I hope the rest would still treat me as a true friend. That's all I asked. Kore wa tomodachi no tame no watashi no ai dearu. About the other love, I give up. So now... all I want is for you to live happily on, and if possible, let me forget about it. Saigo de kono ai wo atenasai.

Phew, it was hard to pass time working there... Nothing much to report today, didn't see any very friendly schoolmates today. I think I saw Yi Sung, but maybe I just saw the wrong person, maybe not...

Stupid Stef denied the job, so I think I'll be working alone in the boutique. Chikusou!!! What is going on with people nowadays? Leon also don't want.... grrrr....

Made friends with the collegues. ^^ Good thing, anyweay this was yesterday's business...

Yeah that's all. One more day, I'll tahan till then hmmmm hmmm hmmm...............

Sorry I missed day 2. My dad was using the pc yesterday. So, didn't write anything. Anyway, I worked till 7 only cuz I had to attend my grandpa's birthday in his house ^^. (It's three hours less standing) Yeaps, in Isetan we are not to sit down. So, we stood for like the whole time...

Anyway, for today, business was quite quiet. There wasn't many customers. Only on certain times we got a bit more customers. The day carried on like that. Today was Sunday, so when Leon and I went for lunch, we couldn't get a seat in KFC or Burger King (and the queue was long).

Today was till 9.30, so after that, we went back. I came back and played maple for awhile, den now i'm typing this. Kz, got to sleep. Two more days to tahan. Come lar and visit me, frenz I miss so much. Isetan KLCC, Concorse floor, at the promo area, meaning after the lingerie side. Yeah... Come lar... Very sien there everyday... And its till 6th only...

The first day of the work is really really tired. Arrived at KLCC around 9.30am. I met Johnny there. He was working also in Isetan. Coolz... So, Whye Leon came a bit later. Then, met my aunt, got the tag, and we entered throught the staff entrance, which was way lower-grade than the 'customer' entrance. It was narrow inside, but it was one unexpected experience.

10am, Isetan opens!!! Immediately there were already customers. WTH!!! They just opened, didn't they? We worked all the way till 10pm. There were breaks in between, we had our lunch and dinner. So, here I am, dreading tomorrow for it is going be the same. It was hard to wait for time to pass there.

Met Molly there. She was with Ophelia, but we didn't see her. Had a short talk, then she left. Oh man... Why can't more people visit??? T_T

Our supervisor there, offered us part-time job. EXTRA... Cool, but Leon didn't want to work. I also have doubts. We'll see about it...

I think that's all for now, very tired... Four more days to go... Ganbatte desu!!!

Okay, today it isn't really working, but just to get there to set things up. First of all, it's in KLCC, Isetan, Concourse floor, Promotion area (there's those stickers around the floor, and it's just beyond the lingerie area. YES~~ No questions asked)

Bloody hell!!! Need to get this get that, then start setting the rails up properly. After that, bring out the huge amount of hangers from boxes. Clothes, pants, skirts and suits, all hang them all out. There we go, slowly one by one, and it ain't a few pieces. There were at least 250 garments all together!!!!!!!!

It's pretty stupid. There were 6 rails for the ladies' garments but only two for men's. Sigh... Some seem good, some weren't that nice. A little bit of imagination could make some garments look nicer, or the female :D Anyway, we got to arrange the clothes, there were 70%, 80%, 90% discounts, so according to that. Then according to 'catogory', followed by sleeves. From 1pm, worked all the way to 8pm. There were so few people working, should have asked for more forms. At least I know now who would want to work...

It was really tiring doing so much. You could say it's non-stop, from 1-8. Real work starts tomorrow, anyone interested to come??? Let's just see what happens tomorrow first...

What could happen even if I say I miss you everyday?