^~Fly with the wings~^: September 2005
Wish and pray for happiness to all your love ones

Tuesday, September 20, 2005


To those who care,
The farewell was FUN!!! Not that fun since there wasn't much interactable people (to me) Anyway, there were lots of speeches, and the cool cool act by Keangston, Adam and Avin were real nice.
Then the performance, they were nice and Alex looked real stupid ^^ *Laughing away* Thomas on the move! Fighting wif Alex, one bump, Alex could have died on the skooter itself. The last bit was a bit shocking, since both Alex and Thomas fell hard on the floor. I hoped they counted the daya impuls and stuff like that just in case *ahem*. Lynn looked so serious when she danced and her moves were WAAAAAAYYYYYYY fast. Shajita was going "Where? What? How?" behind her... Kimmie and Yunn Shuen were quite okay, but still Lynn was 'sonicly'. Inconsiderate people... That was the CRAZY FROG!!! *applause and applause*
Next highlight was the singing from Zhi Hong and Rachel, followed by Chew Fatt solo. Quite cool. Yada yada yada... we came to the end and the games begin. Went off b4 it actually started cuz my father would be fetching me from LRT then go out for appointment. Sigh... Anyway, that's the end, sorry, no pics 'cause I have no camera =(
For the next part is just for me to release my anger, so just ignore it, AND DON'T READ IT NO MATTER WHAT!!! That's if you can find the invisible letters.

I SAID DON'T READ!!!


NO READING


NO! NO! NO!


WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?


Guess that's why people say that the more you ask them not to, the more they want to do it. *Breathes in and out*
FUCK YOU BASTARD!!!! What the hell's wrong with you!!! I'm here having a damn good life and there you go blasting my life away!!! Why the hell can't you just give in a bit? You won't bloody die!!! Man, now you wanna go to the court, and I curse you above everything else that hell brings you and burns you to nothing, not even ashes!!! First you made me unable to go to Japan, now you wanna make me even to lose school? Where's the human in you, SHITHEAD????? HUH?!?!?!?!?!
Now you made me feel more uncomfortable. You make me unable to concentrate more in my studies. You make me think more of them. You make me feel like killing someone!!! EVEN MYSELF!!!!!! Doing work I think of her, playing games i think of her, Feeling ultimately bored I think of her. And what do you get out of this? Stupid dreams!!!!!!!!! Ding shit bastard, ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! And I don't bloody hell now why I'm retardedly thinking and thinking, and only stupidly thinking!!!!!!


Omae wa uragirimono nanda. Boku wa kanashii. Atama ga itai. Watashi wa hitori ja nai desu... ka?

THE END
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005


To those who care,
I write this out of BOREDOME also, but it does concern me.

Let's speak of this friend, A. A was a friend for a quite sometime. I always thought that A was a real friend, a good one indeed. However, there are times when A seemed to be a bit out of ____ (dunno wat to fill in here). Recently, I came to feel something. Maybe I am just sensitive, but I seemed to have placed A at a higher state than is supposed to.

OR maybe its the other hand. I may be the one who's expecting too much. Maybe I am the one who should be treated like %*$%. But, who had ever been truly honest to me? I can find no one, which is sad...

And Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children is out. There's also a ps3 preview of Final Fantasy 7, the game, in Advent Children type of graphic. WAAAYYYYY CHUN!!!

Here, a pic that i found on the net, an girl anime, suitable for 17 and above... Oopss, I am underage.... Shhhhhhh......
Click if you want, very nice. I was kidding about the age. ^^
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Sunday, September 11, 2005


To those who care,
My second time crying due to a dream. Yes, a dream. Want to know what was in this dream? It was a dream I had before dawn came. Let me extract the paragraph from my concealed diary.

"I was standing behind someone on one of the upper floors of a building. I looked out at the crowd on the ground floor. I waved at them as they looked here. They waved back. A young man came up and whispered something into my ears. I felt tears falling from the corner of my eyes. I turned over on my bed, half knowing I was dreaming, glancing up at the ceiling, and half still dwelling in the dream as if it was real. I followed the young man down as I saw the crowd's happy and concerned faces. I was led to a chair. I sat down. People began to sit around me, and the ones closest to me looked very familiar."

It may seem like nothing to any of you. But then, there was a feeling in me, telling me that something serious had happened, and it concerns me. I felt for the first time, at that place in the dream, people finally paying full attention and real concern, real love, to me. That was what made the tears flow. Those were the tears of joy, different from my first time.

Addition to this post, I would like to inform that the battle has ended with a withdrawal and the wrong side has done it. It seems that my prayers really don't get answered.
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005


To those who care,
When you're happy and you know it clap your hands...
*silence* *followed by a gust of cold wind*
When you're so sick and you know it clap your hands
*My thunderous claps bring down the chandeliar*
Oops! Guess I overdid it. So, here I am, sick for three days, no one knows about it and no one cares. (including me) Terrible... Terrible... Sitting in front of the computer, reminding myself, you get sick during the exam, you're so damn screwed, And Study FOR YOUR OWN BLOODY SAKE!!! Stop thinking about her!!! Oops! Another mistake...

Okay, now to real business. This Saturday is school day. Next Saturday is school day. And the one after that. What does that mean? It means my time to sleep is so much shortened and damn right you are if you think that I love slumbers. ZzZzZz Boku no hitori de nemutteru!!!

Alex the dingbat is still having my story after like centuries... Glad anyway that he finally reached the first part where I actually put in some confession. He liked it, so he said. True or not, only he and He knows. Shinjiteiru ka... Iie... See the task bar? Each of them is the sentences used in my story ^^. Inire, Sefine, Wenese, Alex, Sarah and Jack, in order. What do you think about it?

Oh, how I envy those who can go Japan. Someone please donate RM4050 to me. Onegai shimasu! *Bows*

K, Guess that's it... Matta ne...
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