School concert is over!!!! Days of boringness also OVER!!!! Regretfull days also OvEr!!!! Well, i really envy those participants. When i sat down there(up there) i wanted to be down there. (true from my heart, but keep it a secret between you and I, ok?) Past the point of no return! No backward glances!!! Now, to look forward to the peaceful days again... Ignoring the parents-teacher meet.

Oh, crap! The next major event would be the result of the confirmed prefects. I am so anxious. Mr Head Prefect says that they had the list prepared. Oh, what would happen? Wish me luck? Or not?

Can't write much this time cuz i have too much time spent on my pc. Sorry, but i'll try to not waste my one hour limit the next time!!!

Wish all of you, especially ________,_____,______,_______ and some others, good luck in everything!!!

For those who have the time to play a game of "guess what I'm sketching" Just click.

"I have often told myself that i must try to make the people around me as happy as i could, but i failed to do so. I failed very badly."

Many people, and I believe you who are reading this, might think that whatever I just said is nothing but a lie. There are many things in life that people choose to pursue, to live for. There are those who live to be rich; those who live to be well-knwn; those who live just for the sake of living; and many more. It is one's choice which path he/she would take. Every path has different obstacles, different cross-sections, different challenges, and most of all a different ending. I could not advise anyone on life, I could not tell anyone they're wrong, but I hope that the path I took and you took would not be wrong. I choose the path to bring happiness, joy, laughter. (Not in the wrong way)

Yes, that is what I want. However, I am now lost, lost in my pursuit for this path. I could feel certain tension in people, friends, even family members around me. Too much time I have wasted lingering in doubts. Should I lend a helping hand to those who might very well do not accept? Should I just watch them reach the climax and make my decision only then? My heart is weakening, my courage is dying. I am slowly falling into depression.

My path in front is dark. There is no more light. I feel useless. The only thing I had ever put much attention to was my dream. Obviously in dreams anything can happen, and in there the reality life does not exist. The only thing I am doing now is completing my dream on papers, on a story. Is it in any way wrong? What is it that I must do? What is it that I must change? I hope I find a way. I hope I find the light that shines on my path so the darkness do not cover it and stop me from advancing.

To you who are reading this (if you really have the patience to read all) I wish the path you choose will have a good ending. Choose a path that does good to all, and not yourself. Hopefully, you will find care, love and joy in all that you do. Whoever you are, I hope there is something I could do to increase your gaiety in life. To those in particular, I wish my love for you should never wane and turn to hate, or something unpleasant.

i don't know what to do but to write this for fun since I'm in Kuching, Cat City!!! Stupid connection is so slow.... This is all, fun day, tiring and quite interesting. Some people do know other cultures better than their own, but i just realised that now even the orang aslis are all modernise, know what i mean? k, gtg so that's all for this time, tata!!

I write this late. My prefect's leadership camp ended three days ago. I wanted to write this the day i returned, but i just can't. The camp was fun and exciting. Only there were these few disappointments. I meant more for the shower. It was functioning like a machine gun and went ba ba ba ba ba... instead of just shhhhhhhh... out. My shower was completely ruined. And i got bitten by this leech that somehow ran away before i could torture it... >_<

On the fourth day of the camp before i was to return, we went to this hot spring. First of all, Jian Han, Alex, Cheng Lee, Yau Seng, Albert and me rented this Jaccuzi (i dunno how to spell it) area for an hour. We went in and used it and all. Then, we heard there were people in the one next to ours. So, Someone came up with a stupid idea to jump up the wooden divider to look. (knowing there were females) Consequently, Anotherone jumped up (good thing he saw nothing) and then AZA (dun tell anyone if you know who this is) shouted so the silence came. =.="

So as i came back to my house, i threw my bag down and collapsed on the bed. Home sweet home. Yeah, supposed to be until... Wow! My head's burning!!! So i spent the whole day trying to recover from the fever. The next day was still bad but only headache remained. The day after only a faint headache. And now, i felt only tiredness.

Got this and that done. Still waiting for Naruto to come out. Watching some other shows... Gunbounds got a whole new station!!! And by the way the new mobile really sux... Oh, yes, I'm beginning to love Dante. He's way cool!!!

Dope!Crazy!Blast!Alright!

Sweet!SShowtime!SSStylish!

One more thing, how should i end a story? What kind of an ending? Any ideas please tell me. I desperately want one that is GOOD. Please just use a little bit of your time to tag it on the board.....

The song this time is Simple and Clean from Kingdom Hearts.