Econs was just over. I did badly. I couldn't face myself anymore... I don't know what was I thinking then... I completely lost out. There is no reason for me to face the world anymore... I lost badly...

Tomorrow is a free day. One whole day to study applics. Now... would I use the time resourcefully or not? The last paper is applics on Friday. Just one more paper and it's the end of the mid year exams... How would I be able to fare? Would I just flunk it some more? I really wonder...

In the end, nevertheless, I guess I am happy to have someone with me all the time. Even in the exams, when I am facing distraught, I have someone there, always beside me. I hope this could last forever, and I hope for once, I'd be able to obtain something everyone has been searching for. I really hope that this time those feelings in you are not "young and naive", for I am sure that it is very special for me in the heart.

wait.. song stuck kat head... "don't love me for fun girl, let me be the one girl, love me for a reason, let the reason be loved ~~~"

Could you love someone and be loved back?