I've encoutered many a times of exams, but this may be my very first exam where I felt so very anxious about. I'd always felt that I would want to strive to do much better in exams, but this time, I want the exams to come faster. I want it to finish up as if I just skipped it, and I would very much like now to be a day with exams, rather than a weekend like this.

I studied and studied but I never could help but to glance towards my phone. I was hoping so much for it to light up, to vibrate, and to bring about a message for which brings so much warmth in it, that gave me more motivation to work. Yes, my heart is not with my studies, but nevertheless, I felt much better this way. I'd love it to remain so.

Even so, I wouldn't want to give up my studies, for I would not want to disappoint anyone, including myself. I have to score much higher, to prove that I am worthy to take this up.

Lay my strength upon that which I treasure most