It is sad to note that you have only been sorrowful whenever you've been around me. I know I could not carry happiness to you. I hope that I could at the very least, bring a person who could give you happiness that you seek. It does hurt me a lot to do so, but I couldn't stand you being sad... Not ever...

I wanted to press call... But I could never bring up the courage to do so. I have no idea why... I could never call anyone unless it's a matter of importance, or after much hesitation... I was always afraid, that I would interrupt in something... or maybe I was just unable to speak to anyone at all... Why...?

I know I am such a useless kid... Never being able to accomplish tasks or even fight for my own sake... I even feel like an idiot... to even say I love you...