You whom I still love,

It has been very odd... There were many things that I could not understand. I tried searching for an answer, even creating one. Dreaming and dreaming. I was able to hold you close once. Now you slipped past my fingers, and I was unable to get close to you anymore. I forgot what it felt like, I forgot how I once was, I lost myself.

Where are you... where... I am still finding you, searching deeply inside. Then I noticed there was more than it seemed that disapppeared. Everything else had gone, inside, left only a broken cage with my shattered heart. I want to see you again, to hear your sweet voice, to grasp your soft hands, and be with you.



How is it different in the end? There are things that I failed to achieve. You gave me my spring, and brought me back to winter. Still, you were there. But further away. I couldn't see you anymore, but thoughts of you had covered me in snow. I miss you... Will you be back...?



Will you even look back...? My dear... how are you now...?

Inire