My heart really hurt for the past few days, for many factors that are best kept at heart. I am not even sure whether I should write this blog. If you are a Malaysian, you should be aware of the stupid haze. I hate this haze in particular. It had... been a bad omen.
I did my damn chemistry experiment and guess what? I failed the stupid salt experiment four times!!! On top of that, my last mixture was completely wrong as it was supposed to be zinc nitric but I mixed zinc with ammonium. Guess what!! I got a new salt, Zinc Ammonium!!! The Jasonium salt, how nice... Chem teacher was like saying 'gagal' (failed) and 'tak payah buat lagi' (no need to redo). DAMN!!!
This section, I would write about today's worst news I have. It is about my great grandmother. She passed away this morning, at around ten, so my mother told me. She was kind, but it seemed that her time had ended. She was 97 years old. And 100 if it's according to the Chinese way of counting. She lived a quiet life. My heart ached at this news.
These are the only things I would post up here. Maybe I am just sensitive or something but... Sometimes ignoring just isn't the way out. I've tried.
About my title, try to guess what it means. Heh... it is my first time facing something like that. Probably none of you would feel anything when it comes. I'm expecting too much, but I hope my prayers could actually help. I am yet prepared to face it.
How many would actually call me a real friend? Honestly?
I did my damn chemistry experiment and guess what? I failed the stupid salt experiment four times!!! On top of that, my last mixture was completely wrong as it was supposed to be zinc nitric but I mixed zinc with ammonium. Guess what!! I got a new salt, Zinc Ammonium!!! The Jasonium salt, how nice... Chem teacher was like saying 'gagal' (failed) and 'tak payah buat lagi' (no need to redo). DAMN!!!
This section, I would write about today's worst news I have. It is about my great grandmother. She passed away this morning, at around ten, so my mother told me. She was kind, but it seemed that her time had ended. She was 97 years old. And 100 if it's according to the Chinese way of counting. She lived a quiet life. My heart ached at this news.
These are the only things I would post up here. Maybe I am just sensitive or something but... Sometimes ignoring just isn't the way out. I've tried.
About my title, try to guess what it means. Heh... it is my first time facing something like that. Probably none of you would feel anything when it comes. I'm expecting too much, but I hope my prayers could actually help. I am yet prepared to face it.
How many would actually call me a real friend? Honestly?
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