"I have often told myself that i must try to make the people around me as happy as i could, but i failed to do so. I failed very badly."
Many people, and I believe you who are reading this, might think that whatever I just said is nothing but a lie. There are many things in life that people choose to pursue, to live for. There are those who live to be rich; those who live to be well-knwn; those who live just for the sake of living; and many more. It is one's choice which path he/she would take. Every path has different obstacles, different cross-sections, different challenges, and most of all a different ending. I could not advise anyone on life, I could not tell anyone they're wrong, but I hope that the path I took and you took would not be wrong. I choose the path to bring happiness, joy, laughter. (Not in the wrong way)
Yes, that is what I want. However, I am now lost, lost in my pursuit for this path. I could feel certain tension in people, friends, even family members around me. Too much time I have wasted lingering in doubts. Should I lend a helping hand to those who might very well do not accept? Should I just watch them reach the climax and make my decision only then? My heart is weakening, my courage is dying. I am slowly falling into depression.
My path in front is dark. There is no more light. I feel useless. The only thing I had ever put much attention to was my dream. Obviously in dreams anything can happen, and in there the reality life does not exist. The only thing I am doing now is completing my dream on papers, on a story. Is it in any way wrong? What is it that I must do? What is it that I must change? I hope I find a way. I hope I find the light that shines on my path so the darkness do not cover it and stop me from advancing.
To you who are reading this (if you really have the patience to read all) I wish the path you choose will have a good ending. Choose a path that does good to all, and not yourself. Hopefully, you will find care, love and joy in all that you do. Whoever you are, I hope there is something I could do to increase your gaiety in life. To those in particular, I wish my love for you should never wane and turn to hate, or something unpleasant.
Many people, and I believe you who are reading this, might think that whatever I just said is nothing but a lie. There are many things in life that people choose to pursue, to live for. There are those who live to be rich; those who live to be well-knwn; those who live just for the sake of living; and many more. It is one's choice which path he/she would take. Every path has different obstacles, different cross-sections, different challenges, and most of all a different ending. I could not advise anyone on life, I could not tell anyone they're wrong, but I hope that the path I took and you took would not be wrong. I choose the path to bring happiness, joy, laughter. (Not in the wrong way)
Yes, that is what I want. However, I am now lost, lost in my pursuit for this path. I could feel certain tension in people, friends, even family members around me. Too much time I have wasted lingering in doubts. Should I lend a helping hand to those who might very well do not accept? Should I just watch them reach the climax and make my decision only then? My heart is weakening, my courage is dying. I am slowly falling into depression.
My path in front is dark. There is no more light. I feel useless. The only thing I had ever put much attention to was my dream. Obviously in dreams anything can happen, and in there the reality life does not exist. The only thing I am doing now is completing my dream on papers, on a story. Is it in any way wrong? What is it that I must do? What is it that I must change? I hope I find a way. I hope I find the light that shines on my path so the darkness do not cover it and stop me from advancing.
To you who are reading this (if you really have the patience to read all) I wish the path you choose will have a good ending. Choose a path that does good to all, and not yourself. Hopefully, you will find care, love and joy in all that you do. Whoever you are, I hope there is something I could do to increase your gaiety in life. To those in particular, I wish my love for you should never wane and turn to hate, or something unpleasant.
>> §cripted by ~|Inire|~
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