Everyday I seemed to be dreaming and dreaming only. My life seemed to be mocking me. So many scent, but none would really approach close. What happens truly to a person who desires love more than any other thing, but never actually got what he wants?
Doushite boku wazuka mitte mo matte?

I worked alone for five days. As I sat down alone sometimes, my mind began to wander. Why did I have to experience this? We seemed to be forever parted by destiny. Was I supposed to be alone always? Boku wa hitori desu. Boku wa dare desu? Tell me...

Just been to Singapore and back. I began to let go of some things, and also began to gain back some things I had abandoned since very young. You gain when you lose and you also lose when you gain. It's close to the day school reopens. I wonder... would there be a new sign of hope? Or would it be the last disappointment, before we were parted for a long time, or maybe, forever? Kono minikuku mo utsukishii sekai ga suki desu. Warau ne...

Should one always be in the mind of looking deep into one another? Why do people always doubt one another, or even try do deceive? I'd rather everyone be as stupid, then the world would be at peace. Yes, I know I'm selfish. That's why my life doesn't seem to be as enjoyable. On the other hand, I have friends whom I trust. This seemed to ease me a lot. Nothing beats that. Leon went to work with me when I asked him to. Alex asked me to go out with the whole group. Some share truth with me. Some advice me on my sadness. Although in all, there were some who weren't that nice. Apart from them, I hope the rest would still treat me as a true friend. That's all I asked. Kore wa tomodachi no tame no watashi no ai dearu. About the other love, I give up. So now... all I want is for you to live happily on, and if possible, let me forget about it. Saigo de kono ai wo atenasai.